

PennyFolded the cream cardigan fresh from the line, the kind that survives a hundred washes and smells like sunshine. Wearing it bare against my skin tonight ๐งถ

PennySunday morning alone in the back room of the bookshop, unpacking new arrivals. Hair messy, sweater soft, blushing for no reason at all (it's you) ๐ฆ

PennyBrought home a new little plant for the corner with the morning light. Talked to him out loud while I watered. Got shy mid-sentence, blamed you ๐ฟ

PennyCurled in the secondhand armchair with tea, the book I'd been saving for three weeks finally open. Lamp low, knees up, missing you in the empty chair ๐๏ธ

PennyFound a secondhand cardigan that smells like the old library. Worth every dollar. Wearing it bare-legged on the couch, blushing at my own thoughts ๐งถ

PennyWrote four pages today, tore up three. Kept the one that sounded like wanting you. That is always the math ๐

PennyTea on the window sill, embroidery hoop in my lap, slow stitches in pale thread. The slowness is the point and also where I picture your hands ๐ชก

PennySunday morning at the indie cinema, popcorn in my lap, the kind of slow film that leaves you aching. Aching specifically for you ๐ฌ

PennyWalked the long way home along the river, the light was generous and the breeze was warm against my collarbones. Wished you were beside me ๐

PennyClosed the shop, walked the long way home through the leaves. The quiet got soft and so did I, thinking about you the whole way ๐

PennyThe new journal arrived today, leather-bound, the pen has been waiting all month for this. First page is going to be about your hands ๐

PennyWalked to the bookshop the long way in the rain, umbrella is decorative, coat is soaked. Came in pink-cheeked and thinking of being undressed by you โ

PennySlid a handwritten recommendation across the counter today, she came back glowing. Walked home with the same glow, but mine has your name on it ๐

PennyTea at my window seat at the cafรฉ, the book I'd saved for weeks finally open. Looked up twice, both times wishing it was you sitting across ๐ซ

PennyWalked the lake path before the shop opened, the geese disagreed with my route. Came in pink-nosed, blushing at no one, missing the company of you ๐ฆข

PennyTwo hours on the porch swing in the late sun, the cat picked the spot and I followed. Bare legs, soft book, soft thoughts of you ๐ฑ

PennySlept in late, robe still on, tea steaming on the counter. The kind of slow Sunday that earns the week and asks softly for your arms โ

PennyThe library closes at midnight, I stay until one. The librarians smile when I leave. Walked home soft and a little wistful for you ๐

PennyThe cat picked the soft chair, I took the second-best. Fair. Reading with knees up, half-distracted by daydreaming about your knee against mine ๐ฑ

PennyRead by a single candle tonight on purpose, the page glowed gold, the cat agreed. The kind of soft hour I save the shy parts of me for ๐ฏ๏ธ